Ricesack's Xanga

Friday, December 16, 2005

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 08:44:47 GMT

Praise God!!!

Another semester has ended... didnt get straight A's nor bad grades................... WOOT WOOT I am currently applying for a full time job... Hopefully i get hired... Its not for the money.... but i want to completely indenpendant :) intersting goal..... Get out from my shelterness and try living the harsh realities

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 20:34:55 GMT

i havent updated for soooo sooo sooo long man.,..... prolly cuz life's swell until now....xanga is for complaining.... HAHA but its my fault cuz i caused my stress... Procrastination has caught up to me lots of work and studying is needed this week, last week of instructions and i havent been really productive... But i did start my work and studies just a looooong ways to go... how great.... Fortunately this will all end soon and ill be the lazy me again. Currently searching for a new job because my old one sucks... maybe i can find one better pay and better time, but it doesnt matter ill take anything, the requirements is the days/time i can have off. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh whatver..... need to study

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 09:01:02 GMT

YAY i won the top 3 of the ACUI 9 pall qualifier tournament... now i will compete in the regionals... FUN............ Alvin and I met our goals and that all it counts LOL.... and he got me badly sick, dang him... lol Praise God for my winnings

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 22:40:28 GMT

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 22:43:27 GMT

HAHA this made me laugh cuz its true I was taking this survey LOL

You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.

Only thing they missing is... I'm Stubborn

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 07:32:18 GMT

Hey hey people..... Just wanted to release some thought to the public... I see many people do visit my xanga lol and i appreciate the care that people have for me... Praise God!!!!

Well another struggle is coming, and its about school... Yea, school is tough, And im debating to change my major.... Currently im debating on a Business Adminstration major and a Bio minor... I know i know, business is a cut throat major but i feel as if i belong... Biology is a science i love but i dont enjoy the other sciences... So what should I do...? Have fun at school and do business major? or duke out my micro bio major? Errrrrrrrrrrr this is so tough... i dont know how to help myself... Feel free to input lol... and have a nice day.. God Bless EVERYONE in this world!!!

Monday, October 17, 2005

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 02:44:17 GMT

At a local Starbucks…. Attempting to do homework…

Hey people here’s another update about me!!!! HAHA , you all can read about me now and my current welbeing. For weeks I kinda been feeling like crap, not that life is bad , well it does feel bad but physically I am well. Im just emotionally down, Im depressed… I dunno, im homesick…, maybe I just lack friends… After leaving from stockton I’ve been lacking something… something just isnt right.. its right sumtimes but just not all the time. I am not finding the contentment of life… I know the purpose of life. Yadi yadi da.. with the christian thing. But see I cannot get a grasp of that contentment… Now I feel stressed, depressed and not knowing what I am going to do in my future. See, putting this on xanga and not showing my emotions on a daily bases is a good thing. For those who will read my xanga are prolly my closest friends hehe.. or simply u accidently stumbled on my site.

Many things in life right now seem so fake… IM SO FAKE… or maybe im not ….. I cant really get what im trying to say right now because my life is so tangled… Today, I went to church listen to the sermon and now I feel more unhappy about myself. I cant find the satisfaction of my life, im well blessed, I financially stable, school isnt too tough but still I am depressed. Today’s sermon was about 'Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God. This verse feels very damaging to me righ tnow cuz everything I have around me is soooo not fake…. But so un satisfying… What is wrong with me God why do I ifeel like this? How will I achieve my true content… Only time will tell as I drown in my disapointments, regrets and ……..whatever Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 08:58:12 GMT

man.... i suck at pool and bowling..... shouldnt play those 2 things for something and just concentrate on school and God... Other than that life is pretty smoothe although it can be better... Im kinda in a financial problem here, trying to rely on myself is simply pretty hard.... I wished i had the daddy support i used to have cuz it was so easy compared to now... Living from paycheck to paycheck.. and watching the amount of foods i can buy... I am limitied on food supply now lol... cant use my daddy's card and get groceries... Oh well, life goes on...

Now... im up, its 2:52 am and im wondering how life can be better.. what can make my life better besides financial stability.... Dude sf is lonely... when i was in stockton, it was easy, simply go out to random places and find people i can chill wit but now its like i have to set a date to hang with people. LOL I miss stockton but its a place i prolly wont stay for a very very very long time. I mean living there lol... ill still go to visit

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 18:58:19 GMT

HAHA maybe a lil updating is good.... First of all, work is a lil better cuz i got a better sceduele but now i lack hrs haha to make enough that i can save up. Oh well.... i have enough for month to month living so i guess its all good. Praise God for everything! School is pretty good, only one of my classes gives me trouble cuz im just totally confused of whats going on.... I am debating on dropping that one class because I dont know can i even do well..... Labor day weekend just passed, it was a blast meeting up with my fellow homies and balled with them like the whole weekend. I think if i lost like some weight i can prolly jump higher and run faster lol.... I dont really want to give off detail of what really happened during the weeks of no update becasue i juist dang lazy. Maybe............ if u ask me in person ill tell u... I think talking in person is better cuz i can make faces at u while we talk (facial expressions) alrighty im gona attempt my physics hw once again... ciao

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 05:45:49 GMT

Dude... work isnt great....... it hinders my time with God.... but yea priaise God i do have a job that pays my bills and make ends meet. When school starts i believe i will keep the job but work less because school is tough. Im also looking for a school job to earn more money hehe..... so i can by my power book as soon as possible... Ok i dont really have patients to update yet maybe ill update on the first day of school.. Alrighty then Chow!!!